内心的ost

听着他们的甜言蜜语，突然她脑海里闪过一个念头。
会不会那个男生就是自己一直放不下的“他”？
仔细一想，“她”曾经告诉自己这个男生喜爱呆在家，平常不爱说话，形势很低调……
听起来真的好像“他”！！！
肯定不会错了！！一定是“他”！！
不加思索地，她马上登陆“她”的面子书。
仔细，钜细靡遗搜索着“她”的每张照片。
心好像被分成两半，一方祈祷着不要是“他”，一方希望着“他”放下过去了，开始新生活。
终于，看到“她”和男友的照片。
她呆了。
然后，莞尔一笑。
“在干什么？是不是“他”又与我有什么关系呢？”
……

心中的流星花園

你是我的道明寺。從前是，現在是，以後也會是。
謝謝你給過我的美好。

Offer

finally everything settles down.
ll start working from 8 aug.
it's so untrue.
n i hope that everything ll be fine.

Home Alone 4

Egg is always my favourite dish.
I had dig out some carrot and long beans from mom's stock, cut them into cubes (ya, the long beans are not shaped in cubes, to be frankly :( )
1 egg was used to prepare this dish. Mix the egg well with some salts, peppers, and sesame oil.
Put in the carrot, followed by long beans. Stir them until soften and lastly add the eggs.
The outcome has surprised me as I succeed to flip it without spoil the shape!wooray!

Home Alone 3

saw this recipe online n decided to try it out as the steps and ingredients are quite simple to get.
it turned out to be, not bad. :p

reference: http://www.christinesrecipes.com/2009/07/tofu-fa-without-gypsum-powder.html

being parasite isn't a nice thing

It has been days(or months?) I stayed at home and contributed nothing but wasting the earth resources and mum and dad's money.
Finally it comes to an end that I might be getting a job in bank. Yeah, u're right to be curious that im not a financial student, nor mathematics or management n why on earth that im saying that i, with the possibility to work in bank??!!
Frankly speaking, i ain't sure that i made a correct decision to get myself in this field. i have never shown any interest in Banking field, except for the love for filthy money. but since that, they are offering a lucrative pay for me, a fresh greenhorns from U, it's no harm of trying it, i guess.
I know, it's too early to worry that much. I ain't even sure that they are going to hire me or not. but lovely god, i really hope that i can secure this job as im sick of being the parasite at home.
*pray hard*

Home Alone 2

i named it as Summer Love
stole a few slices of mangoes from mum's stock and 1 bottle of vitagen from sis
simply added ice cubes and dips of lemon juice
this is my lovely sweet n sour mango juice....
taste like love in the summer hot sun...
passions of love along with breezy air~~ <3<3<3

Home Alone 1

first and ever i came out with my own edible fried rice~~~
the happiness is just beyond word to describe!!!

reference: http://lorina.pixnet.net/blog/post/33723019

感恩雙親

love THEM as how They love u

please do not quarrel with parents over small stuff.
it will hurt them much, beyond your imagination, as u are their nothing but the dearest flesh n blood in this world.
they are growing older as days passed...be more tolerate with them...
sometimes they are just showing concern to us with their own way. It might not be in a caring way but at least be appreciative. You will know the feeling of being contradicted if put yourself in their shoes.
Love them as how they always love us.

job hunting

how i wish that im still a student now....
job hunting process is really torturing....
many things have to be considered before making any decision....
salary, place, transport, skills required, future...
AARRGGGHHHH~~

ANGRY

i really hate u to the point that i want to struggle u!!!
do u really think that i ll be so stupid to confess if i ever did that??!!
NO way!!!
N y u replied the total opposite way from wat u have told them?!
wat i did was not confess to u about my mistake!
i did not do anything wrong!!!
i m just being over paranoid of ur so called high standard of **** again!!!
N the reason for y i behave like this is this will affect a lots in my thesis, deciding whether i can graduate or not!!that's y im so worry!!!n paranoid after wat u did to us last time!!!
N u tot tat i ll be tat stupid to do it again after the serious lesson u have given us last time??!!!
STUPID u ****!!!!!

VIVA

damn nervous now....
lots of worries suddenly rush in my brains...
what if i couldn't answer any of the questions tmr?
what if im stucked in the beginning and couldn't continue anymore?
what if i end up reading the slides instead of presenting it out?
what if the examiners tembak me?
God, help me!!!!

I'm Sorry

i had a serious chat with friend this afternoon. she is one of the closest friend that i ever have in my life and do share a lots with me. anyway, she was sharing with me about the way i was playing host when my old buddy came over here for vacation. seriously, she said that im a nice girl overall but really sucks in these 3 particular things.

1) time management
-i always poor in manage my time wisely and it always ends up with people around easily get mad with me. im known as late queen and aeroplane queen in some circles of friends and i do not feel guilty for it until they really explode themselves up, scold me and give me the cold shoulder. i ll only come to realize after it about how angry they mad at me and i seriously think that i gotta change this behaviour of always being late or standing people up, at least try to make some effort to improve on it. n im doing it right now. hope that i can make a difference by the next time we meet each other again in couples of years later.

2) planning skill
- again, i sucks in this too. the simple-minded site of me is always planning things without proper arrangement. i always say yes to most of the invites and without knowing that they actually clash with each other. so end up i gotta put aeroplane to my friends and some of them are really pissed off with this habit of mine. im seriously sorry about that. N i do hope that i can be a better planner next times. N im working on it now...

3) playing host
- i never realize this until today. my old buddy came to penang last week and supposingly i should bring her around and talk to her every single period of time. however it ended up that i was online-ing and left her alone there by the time we went back to my room after the day time trip. the selfish part of me that wanna rest and being idle all the time has brought the boredom to her. she spent hours with my neighbour who is also my friend instead of waiting to be attended by me. frankly speaking, im really sorry about it, feeling lousy now for it too. im such a lousy friend. *a big sigh*

here comes to the conclusion, there are several traits in me that really need to be get rid of. i hope that i can improve more in future. thanks for everything u have shared with me all these while, im really happy for u to be the most honest friend to me. as what u have said, mutual trust is really important in building any relationship up. this shows the most in our case. thank you, my dear. n reli sorry for what i have done, dedicated to V.C.

last paper

btt303 will be the last exam paper in my Uni life. ARMY should be happy and feel honour for that.haha..
m suffering now. i think this might be the reason that i chose biotech in the 1st place. not physics. not maths. not some other calculation-related courses. because im just SUCKS at figures and formulas.
God, please do bless me for the paper tomorrow!!!
n good luck for my fellow course mates in the battlefield tomorrow too!!!