话，说出来很容易，做起来却很难。
前阵子答应你的事，现在你要我兑现，我却开始犹豫了。
突然觉得答应你的事，不值得。
也突然质疑起自己在你心里的意义。
只是个让你索求的对象吗？
还是。。。？
2012年9月6日星期四
short temper
Temper is getting worse after start working. Any small little things will drive me crazy and I really feel like screaming on people if it is not stopped by my rational in time.
Take an example, A was asking B and I to go out together during weekend. B was fine with it and suggested we meet on sunday morning so that B can go back home earlier to avoid the heavy traffic. A and I were, sort of like ok with anything so there goes the plan. (OS in mind, y B cannot deal with A about the detail of outing by herself? y B has to discuss with A through my side?)
B told me that B was not feeling well at the day we planning to go out. A few hours before it. Ok. Fine. And B asked me to inform A because B doesnt have A's number in B's phone. Ok. Fine. B also asked A whether can make the date at one more week after this. A was fine either.
Few days later, B asked me "Do you mind if we meet up one day earlier? I feel like resting at home on Sunday...." Ok. Fine. "Im ok with anything if A is fine with this arrangement too.." B "ok..."
And today, B "You know that Im going to JB tomorrow. And why dont we just meet up tomorrow? What time will you finish your work? Maybe we can arrange for one midnight outing?" (OS in mind, &&%#@%^&*(&^$$#@%%" ) I " Please MAKE UP YOUR MIND, before you tell me any new plan ok? I will be seriously fed up if you keep doing this! And I think Im not going to meet A together with you since A is closer to you than to me!" B " Ok then. I will meet with A tomorrow i guess, and we arrange again next time for US to meet up again, ok?" (OS, THAT'S IT!!! I will never ever go out with A and you again!! mind you if you really think that this is not a big deal!! WHY on earth that people have to be manipulated by you??!!! Do you know that I have my life my family my friends other than you?? Do you realize that what you have been doing actually bring inconvenience to my life??? I have no time to do other things because they were meant to be outing with you!!!)
Did I do wrong in this? I have no idea but the feeling of being manipulated by someone sucks. I really hope that you can put yourself in my shoes and think about this. I know that nobody is perfect in this world never mention YOU and I. However, there is an prerequisite for it which is never bring inconvenience to other's life.
Take an example, A was asking B and I to go out together during weekend. B was fine with it and suggested we meet on sunday morning so that B can go back home earlier to avoid the heavy traffic. A and I were, sort of like ok with anything so there goes the plan. (OS in mind, y B cannot deal with A about the detail of outing by herself? y B has to discuss with A through my side?)
B told me that B was not feeling well at the day we planning to go out. A few hours before it. Ok. Fine. And B asked me to inform A because B doesnt have A's number in B's phone. Ok. Fine. B also asked A whether can make the date at one more week after this. A was fine either.
Few days later, B asked me "Do you mind if we meet up one day earlier? I feel like resting at home on Sunday...." Ok. Fine. "Im ok with anything if A is fine with this arrangement too.." B "ok..."
And today, B "You know that Im going to JB tomorrow. And why dont we just meet up tomorrow? What time will you finish your work? Maybe we can arrange for one midnight outing?" (OS in mind, &&%#@%^&*(&^$$#@%%" ) I " Please MAKE UP YOUR MIND, before you tell me any new plan ok? I will be seriously fed up if you keep doing this! And I think Im not going to meet A together with you since A is closer to you than to me!" B " Ok then. I will meet with A tomorrow i guess, and we arrange again next time for US to meet up again, ok?" (OS, THAT'S IT!!! I will never ever go out with A and you again!! mind you if you really think that this is not a big deal!! WHY on earth that people have to be manipulated by you??!!! Do you know that I have my life my family my friends other than you?? Do you realize that what you have been doing actually bring inconvenience to my life??? I have no time to do other things because they were meant to be outing with you!!!)
Did I do wrong in this? I have no idea but the feeling of being manipulated by someone sucks. I really hope that you can put yourself in my shoes and think about this. I know that nobody is perfect in this world never mention YOU and I. However, there is an prerequisite for it which is never bring inconvenience to other's life.
2012年8月5日星期日
2012年8月4日星期六
a soothing voice
梁靜茹 - 愛久見人心 完整CD版
詞：彭學斌／陳沒 曲：彭學斌
我冷漠是不想被看出太容易被感動觸及
我比較喜歡現在的自己不太想回到過去
我常常為我們之間 忽遠忽近的關系 擔心或委屈
別人只一句話 就刺痛心里每一根神經
你的孤單是座城堡讓人景仰卻處處防疫
你的溫柔是那麼緩慢 小心翼翼脆弱又安靜
也許我們都意會到 這次面對的幸福 是真的來臨
因為太珍惜所以才猶豫 忘了先把彼此抱緊
我不是流言 不能猜測你
瘋狂的游戲 需要誰準許
別人怎麼說 我都不介意
我愛不愛你 日久見人心
存一寸光陰 換一個世紀
摘一片苦心 釀一滴蜂蜜
用盡了全力 只為在一起
我愛不愛你 愛久見人心
你的孤單是座城堡讓人景仰卻處處防疫
你的溫柔是那麼緩慢 小心翼翼脆弱又安靜
也許我們都意會到 這次面對的幸福 是真的來臨
因為太珍惜所以才猶豫 忘了先把彼此抱緊
我不是流言 不能猜測你
瘋狂的游戲 需要誰準許
別人怎麼說 我都不介意
我愛不愛你 日久見人心
存一寸光陰 換一個世紀
摘一片苦心 釀一滴蜂蜜
用盡了全力 只為在一起
我愛不愛你 愛久見人心
存一寸光陰 換一個世紀
摘一片苦心 釀一滴蜂蜜
用盡了全力 只為在一起
我愛不愛你 愛久見人心
her voice always calm my heart down in the middle of night.
source: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3JC27eE-BPw
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